i don’t know why


hai🙂
i don’t know why , saya sedang mengalami krisis kepercayaan .

kepada siapa ?
teman-teman saya . ya . teman .

do i have friends ?
yes . i have .

but , i’m not sure whether i have any true friends or not . 3 years ago , i’m pretty sure that i had true friends . but now ? everything changes . saya lebih merasa , sekarang , arti teman bagi mereka (baca : teman-teman saya) adalah tempat saat sedih dan putus asa . it’s been thousands days !

i should not be selfish , should i ?
ya , pasti mereka punya kesibukan baru , mungkin les , shopping , else . but other case , my friend prefers to my boyfriend rather than to me , her 17-year-together-friend . apa itu termasuk kategori punya kesibukan baru ?

i’ll always be there for them . but will they do the same thing as i do ? apakah mereka juga akan melakukan apa yang saya lakukan ?

the only one i have now is my friend , my brother , my leader , my man , my love ; alfian oktaveasma . but he’s so far . .
moreover , akhir-akhir ini kita lebih banyak slek , di dalam diri saya , dia , kita . tapi , i love him much . much . i can’t describe that , but ya . i love him . whatever happens in the earth .

well , i just hope there’s someone out there who will really be my true friend . because i know , i can’t afford to live well without any friends .

*i love you , alfian oktaveasma🙂

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